Sunday, January 23
aaron.. i still love u.. - Sunday, January 23, 2005
my dae started...
durn i haf a test tat i haf ta study for.. %$$#%%@%$!$..
*finds topic 2 talk abt*.. aniwaez.. could be at orchard rite now juz hanging out w wensheng, his cousin n his cousin's gf.. but ACTIONS HAF CONSEQUENCES..so i beta not push my luck..
could haf bumped in2 aaron 2dae.. but i didn't visit my cousin 2dae..here's e ting - >he was visiting my cousin at st anne's church 2dae.. ya.. then he n my mom missed each other by a bit .. haish .. if mom found out tat aaron was my friend.. i dunno wad aaron would sae 2 keep our relationship a secret..mom alwaes said tat wadeva i kept fm her .she'll eventually find out one dae.. thankfully 2dae wasn't tat dae.. haish..
i tink in some wierd kinda wae.. aaron walked into my life at e proper timing when i was at e worst state n i juz couldn't accept certain facts.. i dunno.. maybe in a wae he helped me out while i was still in e healing process.. .. sometimes i ask myself if dis had 2 do with fate ..maybe he was suppose to walk into my life n then walk out of it again when i was beta... n here it is again.. one of life's everydae mysteries tat i will nvr be given e answers to...
i make believe tat u are here.
it's e only wae.
everytime i c u in my dreams
i see ur face
u're haunting me.
at nite i pray
tat soon ur face will fade away.